Winter is Evil!!

I am so sick of winter!!! I HATE the snow!!! I don't really mind the cold, just the snow. Things are still going great! A little lonely but hopefully that will change some day soon.....I have those sucky winter blues which I have never gotten before! Not much else is going on. Can't wait for my friend's wedding in May. We are going to have so much fun!! Going to see Jules this weekend in Tampa! I so miss hanging out with her and going out for one of our good steak dinner. I just got in touch with my best friend from grammar school....I have so missed her. She was one of the best friends I have ever had! Most of my friends have left Buffalo......wish I could! LOL! Winter needs to end already!!!! END NOW!!!!

So Incredibly Happy!!

I can't believe how incredibly happy I am!!!! I haven't felt this great in a long long time! Feeling like the happy person I was my whole life!!! I was driving alone thinking OM-Gosh!! I feel great again, happy again!! Like the me I lost! I LOVE having this feeling back! I feel & know that everything is going my way! Nothing will get me down! Today is the first day of the rest of my life!! OH MY GOSH!! I am the happiest person in the world AGAIN!!!!! Look out world!!!!!... I"M BACK!!!!!

Well it worked!

Hello All! Well I prayed "ONCE" and I forgot all about it and got what I asked for!!! Praise the Lord!! I have been trying to just focus on me and not on my mother so much. I had to because I felt like I was going crazy and my hair started to fall out. No one in my family have been of much help for me or my mother but I have some amazing friends! They have really been there for me and I can't asked for more than that!!! Still looking for other things in my life...BUT I have found my happiness again and I haven't had that for a very long long time! Craziness that I gave it up so willingly and no one ever asked me to do that! Still trying to lose the 30lbs. This time I have a goal to do it for a friends wedding. I want to wear dresses again and I haven't worn one in 7 years! LOL! All part of the happiness I am now feeling! Cheers!