Well it worked!

Hello All! Well I prayed "ONCE" and I forgot all about it and got what I asked for!!! Praise the Lord!! I have been trying to just focus on me and not on my mother so much. I had to because I felt like I was going crazy and my hair started to fall out. No one in my family have been of much help for me or my mother but I have some amazing friends! They have really been there for me and I can't asked for more than that!!! Still looking for other things in my life...BUT I have found my happiness again and I haven't had that for a very long long time! Craziness that I gave it up so willingly and no one ever asked me to do that! Still trying to lose the 30lbs. This time I have a goal to do it for a friends wedding. I want to wear dresses again and I haven't worn one in 7 years! LOL! All part of the happiness I am now feeling! Cheers!