Sunday, February 15, 2009

I have never had a Valentine's

Well another day/year and I still did not have a Valentine's. I was hoping as always that this would be the year that I finally had one, but alack & alas it was not to be AGAIN. The sad thing is that all I would have wanted was to get a phone call saying happy Valentine's day........that's it. I love flowers & gummi bears don't get me wrong!!... would loved to get those too LOL!!! But if I had had a valentine that would have been all I wanted him to do. I just wanted to know that someone was thinking & care. I have come to find out in all the years that I have been alive, that I am a very easy person to please.(Not sure if that is good or bad) but, having spent so much time with couples and never having been a part of a couple I can better appreciate things more. I spent this past weekend with my friend that I love dearly, but all she did was yell at her soon to be husband! About every little thing! It was awful being in the same room as them. I have never been a person that takes things for granted and seeing how my friends that are couples do...... I pray when I get my chance to love someone and have them love me that I will never take them for granted and try to appreciate everything they do for me no matter how big or small....just the act of them taking time to do something for me, I will always remember that no matter what it was they were thinking of me! They took the time to so something for me!! God I want that so much!! That alone will mean more to me than you could ever know!

1 comment:

MelindaWarren said...

After I found out what the man I was seeing really did this day I started to write a whole long thing about the pain of us. I have never finish it and I never will I never want to relive the incredible incredible pain of this day. When my cat Kitty died the only one that I LOVED more than God and when my dad died.........both those pains together times 10 will never come close to the pain of this day. This one single day............